The foreign land, he has received an incoming letter, is her letter!
His heart crazily does not jump already. For a long time the future
letter, today finally will hope for a long time to. He does not give
up looked immediately that, extends the envelope to the nose nearby,
deeply deeply has attracted the one breath, some delicate fragrance,
"is unexpectedly her fragrance? "He is unable to restrain to ask
oneself. He has ripped open the envelope cautiously, by now blew wind,
a short letter paper fluttered gently from the envelope.....He holds, some one kind of unlucky feeling. Spreads out, on snow white
paper only then several characters: "This life cannot together, next
gerneration, I be able to love you well. Shan "he some did not believe
that, he rubbed the eyes the eyeball, again looked, these characters
跃入 his line of sight.
He looks own heart meteor crashed into the dangerous place, valley not
far away several greedy people has been shaky 伤痕累累 the heart
to his this to walk.....He has not telephoned, also has not replied in writing, he thought
all has been unnecessary, he has chosen the silence. He as if already
expected to this result, her parents had opposed, his parents also
opposed, but also some outstanding youth is pursuing Shan, he also in
the outside areas, Shan was a filial daughter! He closes oneself in
the room, the discount deep deeply buries under the pillow, beautiful
sunlight penetration window blind, but has illuminated the entire
house, never some lost already strikes him broke down, once promised
the pledge all did not keep a promise? "You like Shan? "" Is! "" You
can forever love her, favor her, does not leave her? "" Is! "When
these speeches put out gently from their mouth, they are happy, in
their eye holds the tears, to love long-time and invariable, each
other believed does not doubt. But today, love is such collapsing at
the first blow unexpectedly! He thinks that, murkily has fallen
asleep, he dreamed of him to hug Shan, the same pitch-black long hair,
the light jasmine perfume, he was good wants forever to hold this
stature, walked this life, he always was thinks like this....
Three days latter night, he one intermittently cannot be said the ache
to awaken suddenly, a night does not have the dormancy.
He has gone to the very far very far place, is far away the Shan life
the city, he fears oneself, one day can not be able to bear, asked
understood, takes an answer. He had as if already forgotten she, he
works goes all out, works steadfastly, is deep leadership liking. Goes
to happy with the friend,He forever is noticeable, looks like the many things around a center.
He does not stop sings, drinks, resembles from does not have such
joyfully to resemble, even also delightedly said some yellow the joke,
teases everybody 人仰马翻, straight shouts the belly pain. But he
has not smiled actually. Has turned away, looked outside the window,
tonight the star many shines, the dim light of night is very
beautiful, tranquil......He was thinking that, her there also has such night?
After a year, he returned to the hometown, is too busy to think of
takes a bath, the rest, lays down the baggage, wants to take to the
streets has a look the long separated already long city. Hometown
change very big, the path extends cleanly, the green leaf have been
also many. Very good! In his heart secretly acclaims. Also did not
know passed through how many road, walked the long time, when he looks
up, the unexpected happening, he arrives unexpectedly here.
This is a beautiful lake, clear clear green water, willow reluctant to
part shore.....
This is a place which Shan composes a poem, also is the previous place
which they often comes. Shan, she now how? One kind of haven''t seen
you for a long time pain has floated slowly......Telephones asks the friend? His heart as soon as moves. Is not good,
is not good, tranquil is not easy, again cannot......He denies immediately oneself. But the thought once produces, knows
perfectly well not not properly, also was very difficult to take back.
He has pulled out the handset, has dialed the friend telephone number
which he and Shan all knew, when he just identified one''s role when
first coming on stage, listened to the microphone to transmit
obviously has despised the sound "was only you? "Then, has transmitted
the sound which layer on layer the telephone falls. He has a little
confused, setting sun this time west under. Also has dialed several
telephones, but the result is all same, nobody manages him, he not
once existed as if resembles. In his heart has been restless,
恐惧感 arises spontaneously. Finally hits again! Also has dialed a
friend''s telephone, but also has not waited for opposite party to make
the response, he said immediately: "I am....I did not know what has had? Asks you certainly to have to tell me.
Otherwise, I also can again hit, I pledged! "Has silenced for a long
time, the microphone transmitted friend''s sound" to be good, you
waited for me in a zero cafe, present! "In the cafe is putting music
which some usually he compares likes, melodious, interesting to listen
to. But he appreciates unintentionally, anxiously was waiting for
friend''s arrival, night already arrived, at the beginning of neon
light on.
The friend has come, has brought three type things to him. Picture,
Chinese knot, Swiss saber. Has not done steadily, a picture "pa"
flings in front of him, this is a senior computer synthesis picture,
the technology first-class, is extremely lifelike. In the picture has
two people, very intimately depends on in the same place, just like is
a pair of sweetheart. Is he, another gentle, may the human, is wife
which very many men wants, but he does not know her actually, has
never met. He has somewhat understood.....
"Shan, is with this the Swiss saber, finished own...."The friend is sobbing, could not be justified" she to keep the what
is to follow, she wanted me to tie China with this.....The knife, forever leaves you! "Suddenly, the friend has stood, is
pointing at his nose, loudly scolded him" is you has harmed her, why
did you want to betray her, you knew, she had sadly......"Said these speeches, the friend leaves in a huff. In the cafe music
has more and more made a sound, the human more and more have been also
many.....
He staggers along 冲回 the family, turned the day book which that
this has not had for a long time very much writes, was shivering both
hands, has opened it, already some Huang Ban, the short letter paper,
second time presented in his life in the front: "This life cannot
together, next gerneration, I be able to love you well. Shan "
He this thought is heartless letter which ice-cold bids
good-bye, may be actually Shan leaves him to fill the air is being sad
finally bids farewell the book! He as if old many, who in the mouth
doesn''t stop talk overs also to listen to not the clear speech: "Shan,
I knows, that night, you walk, is certain is shouting my name, you are
in say goodbye to me! Otherwise, in that time, how I can have so 椎
the heart ache! "
"Shan, you is resigned to? I am not resigned to! I am not
resigned to...."
He was trying to find out puts out Tibet''s in clothes Chinese
knot, he high has lifted it the top of the head, is staring at it,
this is a red Chinese knot! Is what causes the Chinese knot to dye
red? "I composed China to tie first to give you, you do not have to
say not attractively! "" Is good! "He has exhausted the whole body
strength, ties China closely pastes in the chest, must 溶入 the
moral nature as if the deep place....泪眼朦胧, he saw is walking leisurely to his Shan to him, with a
smile, sings that him to like gently listening, she loves the song
which sings; "Some how many likes being possible again to come, some
how many people are willing to wait for! "" When understood the
sincerity later will come back, will not know that love actually, will
be able also in? "" Has how many to like being possible again to come,
some how many people are worth waiting for! "" Works as love already
vicissitudes, whether also has the courage to love? "
The static night, has spookily transmitted his weeping sound,
one kind is constrained for a very long time but releases after the
weeping sound. Has the dinner the people have anchored the chopsticks,
quarrels the husbands and wives stopped quarrelled, the people have
stretched out outside in abundance the window, in exchanged mutually
in the look had known was he, in the people heart has formed a
question mark, 年轻有为, treated people kind he, the innermost
feelings were containing the so deep pain unexpectedly, was what can
let him in this depth night such sob?
This is any type weeping sound.....Continuous, low and deep, is intermittent chilly clear modulates.....Looks like orphaned wolf which is injured, is low in the mountain
valley 嗷 calls. Also is likely under slowly the flow lava, the
scalding hot each person''s heart, some are thinking otherwise the
people, the heart gradually has been also desolate.....
Also had not known how long, sleepiness people haven''t heard the gate
"the sound of something being struck or falling to the ground" the
sound which takes to bring with, then transmitted him to transfer the
staircase exhausted serious sound of footsteps, "thump rat-a-tat"
layer on layer knocked in people''s heart, the people were unable to
restrain to suspect, did not know where he did want to go to? In this
moved night.....
When dawn, the people had discovered he, he calmly lies down in the
beautiful scenery between, on the clean face soil, has not appeared
such tranquilly, serene, does not have a faint trace the pain, some
not well-known wild flower is riotous blooms on his body.....A blood red China ties in his hand is closely grasped firmly.....
Next day, get up the early people''s surprised discovery, on the
lonesome Liao''s level of the lake, is circling two butterflies, they
are playing mutually, is pursuing, is be together, is not willing to
depart for a very long time. When darkness, they disappear without a
trace.....
After 20 years, beautiful, the lithe girl sits quietly in the shore,
earnestly is writing calls "Blue color Snow" the poem, she was waiting
for as if. By now, some male stride walked to her.....The people hear, he calls her "Shan!"