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默认分类 2010-3-30 19:21:00 阅读(2226) 评论(8)

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hi, dear panpan:
I am typing this messege on the bridge during my watch.
Local time is 2300hrs, everybody is sleeping now, ouside is so dark and silence.
Some crazy people keep calling "chinese ship" on VHF all the time.
I never reply this. I don`t want to do anything useless like this, except doing my work as better as i can,
and the oher things which i can not help doing is, thinking of my baby. Honey, i miss you soooooooooo much!

Today is sunday, i gave myself off whole afternoon, was planning to meet my baby on internet.
Internet is a damn good thing for all of us here on ship, actually, it is all my love, at least.
We are at indian port now, so all there indian crew member can make phonte call as long as the want, it is very cheap,
more than 30 mins per usd. Of course, better than internet, sweet voice from the lovers is really different.
Baby, did you realize that how long we haven`t talk properly ?
I know, you blame me such a sick boy, sometime, because i never spend even one dollar to call you, 20 mins only, actually less, i called my father 2 or 3 mins per month using this 20 mins free call also.
But, it dosen`t means i don`t want to do so. Just want to save more money and try to leave here i soon as i can...

Today is sunday, i didn`t see panpan whloe afternoon on internet. Try to call no reply also.
Do you remember i have told you that i was feeling so worried every time i couldn`t find you like this kinds of scenario ?
Panpan, i don`t know why it is like this, may be that`s why people used to saying "love is something strange that you can not describe in words".
I remember, many time you ask me, "why i love you?"
Actually, i have thought about this many times when i was staying alone.
Sorry to tell you, baby, i couldn`t find you answer, i don`t know why i miss you so much.
Panpan, i just want to stay with you, just want to do my best to make you happy, just want to see you every morning when open my eyes from nightmare ............

I can feel that whenever you are unhappy, as well as you can get what i am thinking all the time.
If this is not love, then, what are these?

Love you , baby
message will be continue ------------------------

yours
kai kai